January 25, 2013 by jannie123
It’s been a month… things are… great!
I’ve been making lots of progress on just about every single area in life. I’m getting healthier, feeling better, making new friends, and being more positive!
Looking back, I would never imagine how I can make it through those dark dark days! I was soooo unhappy and all I could think about was him. I do not wish anyone to go through the same experience, but I guess it IS a common occurrence in life…
One of the most exciting thing is that I’m meeting new guys. While I thought I could never like someone else as much as I did for him, I am actually falling for someone else! It’s amazing how our heart can change when you allow yourself the possibility!
I do have moments where I think about him… but it’s not as intense. I still feel some pain and sadness over what happened, but I can’t let that stop me. Life is too short and I deserve better. I need to focus on myself and create a new and better life. =)
This journal is NOT over. I know I still have a long way to go…. For example, I still need to learn to control my emotions. I need to be careful about falling in love with guys so quickly. I need to protect my heart and not give it away so quickly!! This experience has helped me grow and I’m grateful for it…. I hope it will continue to make me a better person…