January 10, 2013 by jannie123
It’s been almost 2 weeks!! Weeee
Do I still think about him? You betcha! I sometimes have this fantasy where he comes back and apologizes for everything that he has done wrong and then we live happily ever after. Although the thoughts give me moments of relieve and joy, I know I should not dwell in it. I don’t know if he even misses me, and it shouldn’t matter. Why would I care or think about him after all that he’s done to me. It’s not an investment I want to participate in anymore.
I want him out of my life. I don’t want any dealings with him. I lent him some money so I just want that back and that’s it…. I want to let him go forever. Maybe I’ll just forget about the money and move on.
Today is just going to be a brief post since I’m moving. I just want to ensure I’m disciplined to follow through with what I do. So far, the only discipline I take action is going to the gym =.= Not bad I guess. I need to make sure I keep up the good work!